Good Bye ? ?

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can’t breathe
Either way I can’t breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I’m losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

................

Destination!!

I run up to the station, the bus drove away
I stay in the station, I beleive the bus will come back
to drive me again, bring me to the destination
It might not be empty, at least it is not full.
Look at the previoud route, that excetly where i want to go 
Bye Bye.......................................

Can anyone help me to bring me back to my self?
can anyone help me to put down, to let go, to cross the traffic light ....................
I love u 

!对不起

Woah ! ! In a Month ! I tell you, just a month. Everything just in a month ...
Teach me how to do, What to do and what should i do?
there one mistake i made!
Only Once!
But every other thing i do, I hope no one get hurt! Ofcourse I dowan must self to get hurt!
sorry i cant take it anymore. sorry ....... i wanna die , can I die?
how i wish a coin can help me choose everything , but i dowan to be judge by a coin . 
What more? no more ? or even more? 
I cant move on , i no gutz to move on , i no confidence to move on . 
I stay here, i wait here . I rather Stand here to hide everything for my self .
I never ever dare to make a new 1 , no ! please no ! 
I can down for it, stress for it, and die for it. . . . . . . . 

What to do ?Go prayer ? ? 

I dowan cry anymore dowan ! i dowana cry anymore .............
Sorry :( Sorry .... Sorry 对不起

讓我歡喜讓我憂

讓我歡喜讓我憂 (1991讓我歡喜讓我憂)曲：飛鳥涼 詞：李宗盛 編：
愛到盡頭覆水難收 愛悠悠恨悠悠
為何要到無法挽留 才又想起你的溫柔
給我關懷為我解憂 為我憑添釵h愁
在深夜無盡等候 獨自痊y獨自忍受
多想說聲我真的愛你 多想說聲對不起你
你哭著說情緣已盡 難再續 難再續
就請你給我多一點點時間
再多一點點問候 不要一切都帶走
就請你給我多一點點空間
再多一點點溫柔 不要讓我如此難受
啊~ 你這樣一個女人 讓我歡喜讓我憂
讓我甘心為了你付出我所有

..... Looking at the sky , And Think ! Why ? 

New Year Resolution

In 2007 My new year resolution
"Diet"
In 2008 My new year resolution
"Diet"
In 2009 My new year resolution
Also "Diet"
Why "Diet" are often hard to achieve for Fat guy? hahaha
instead of Diet! I`m putting on weight every year. i wondering is there a effective way to diet ?

:D in 2009 I wanna graduate in deakin university, Mean i gonna pass all the remaining subject that i gonna take. hehe

Here to greet whoever, come in to my blog ! Happy New year ! and good luck in 2009 !

FALL FOR YOU~

http://www.mp3lyrics.org/lZpC Secondhand Serenade Fall for you Lyrics: The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting. Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying; I know you're wearing thin down to the core. But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again. Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day. I swear it's true, Because a girl like you is impossible to find. You're impossible to find. This is not what I intended. I always swore to you I'd never fall apart. You always thought that I was stronger. I may have failed But I have loved you from the start. Ohhhh hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again. Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day. I swear it's true, Because a girl like you is impossible to find. It's impossible. So breathe in so deep. Breathe me in. I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words 'Cause talk is cheap. And remember me tonight When you're asleep. Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again. Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day. I swear it's true, Because a girl like you is impossible to find. Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again. Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day. I swear it's true, Because a girl like you is impossible to find. You're impossible to find.

2008 Sem 2 Plan!!!

1.Dota less "Study More"
2.Sleep early, must go school. Never Sleep in Class.
3.Study at least 2hours a day.

Test 1.
Open book ......
Ops.. Nick Call
Nick: Dota
Matthew: Dowan
Nick: 1 Game la
Matthew: Study la
Nick:Come la 1 game ..
Matthew: OK LAH !
.... 2 hours later ...3 games -,-

Test 2
Open book ......
Opss . Yc Call
Yc: Dota
Matthew:Dowan, study la
Yc: 1 Game la
Matthew: Ok lah
Again 2 hours later ... 3 games =.=

Test 3
Open book .....
Opsssss!!!!! Abu Nudge !
Abu: Come Full Team !! Dota !
Matthew: Oki I cuming -.- !!!!
Again... .Dota .........................

Number 1 fail ! Cause i got frend Like NICK, YC and ABU ..
When number 1 fail, of course Number 2 fail as well ! cause 1 game dota take 1 hours ...
end up Sleep 3 am ...... so.. Number 2 fail sometimes
Very obvious number 3 cant achieve, cause everytime open book test 1 2 and 3 happen.

Thank to Nick, Yc and Abu hahahah !! hahahahahah ... my best dota kaki !